Veuve Perdue

Widowed and Lost

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Airport Bathroom

Washed my hands and was about to leave and saw myself in the mirror and said, “Well. Look at you all classy and shit.”

I was proud of myself for saying something nice to me.

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I look at tarot cards as a Jungian experience and allow things to lead me to answers I maybe already know, or ideas I’ve not yet stumbled upon and I’m often surprised at the uncanny synchronization I’ve encountered. 

I was clearing off my dresser in preparation for a trip (delighted to be getting out of here, especially after seeing someone’s travel blog and I spent the morning sulking in envy). 

Under some papers, in a silk pouch were my cards— ones I thought I’d play with but hadn’t gotten to— hadn’t felt the urge or the peace within to do so.

So I got them out tossed them on the bed and shuffled them around in a messy pile and pulled one for the day.

The Devil Reversed:

Positive aspect: Confronting one’s fears. Release from bondage. Removing the chains. Co-dependent no more.  The power of positive thinking. Seeking enlightenment.  You are now ready to live freely and independently, ready to break free of an oppressive situation.

Negative aspect: Indecision. Rigidity. Excessive ambition. Immoderate greed. Instability. Clinging. Dependency. Feeling at the end of your rope.  You may be acting in a self-centered or greedy fashion. Your desire for material gain or power may have become an obsession.  It possible that someone is controlling or manipulating you.  You are prone to depression now unless you can break free of the ties that bind you.  Many of your inhibitions are self-induced and you have been unwilling to face up to them.  You feel hopelessly trapped in an unbearable burdensome situation.

I look at tarot cards as a Jungian experience and allow things to lead me to answers I maybe already know, or ideas I’ve not yet stumbled upon and I’m often surprised at the uncanny synchronization I’ve encountered.

I was clearing off my dresser in preparation for a trip (delighted to be getting out of here, especially after seeing someone’s travel blog and I spent the morning sulking in envy).

Under some papers, in a silk pouch were my cards— ones I thought I’d play with but hadn’t gotten to— hadn’t felt the urge or the peace within to do so.

So I got them out tossed them on the bed and shuffled them around in a messy pile and pulled one for the day.

The Devil Reversed:

Positive aspect: Confronting one’s fears. Release from bondage. Removing the chains. Co-dependent no more. The power of positive thinking. Seeking enlightenment. You are now ready to live freely and independently, ready to break free of an oppressive situation.

Negative aspect: Indecision. Rigidity. Excessive ambition. Immoderate greed. Instability. Clinging. Dependency. Feeling at the end of your rope. You may be acting in a self-centered or greedy fashion. Your desire for material gain or power may have become an obsession. It possible that someone is controlling or manipulating you. You are prone to depression now unless you can break free of the ties that bind you. Many of your inhibitions are self-induced and you have been unwilling to face up to them. You feel hopelessly trapped in an unbearable burdensome situation.

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A cousin sent me this…  I wasn’t sure if I should be flattered or ashamed at my extensive use of the word “fuck”

A cousin sent me this… I wasn’t sure if I should be flattered or ashamed at my extensive use of the word “fuck”

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So, do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More Compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out and decide

Meredith Grey  (via donteverletanyonedullyoursparkle)

[And if the decision is wrong, have the courage and strength to pick yourself up and decide all over again. Carry on.]

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